Tuesday, March 11, 2014

I Suck Again!

So, I'm going to try this blog thing... again. This was an active blog awhile ago and it was actually going pretty well. Don't worry if you don't recall the blog; chances are you didn't read it. Actually, in that case, you're probably not reading this either. Wait, why am I spending so much time explaining this to you if you're not reading this. Haha anyway, I was writing often and it helped me get through some pretty difficult stuff that was going on at the time, but like many things I enjoy, I unintentionally got lazy with it and haven't written anything on it in about 3+ years.

While things have changed incredibly since then, I'm having a hard time lately and its been difficult to even express it. I often even have a difficult time figuring out what I'm so upset about, much less expressing it in a clear way. Sometimes, I feel like I'm close to figuring out what's bothering me or what I need to do, but it quickly turns into a convoluted mess in my head. Hence a return to this blog.... a place to rant and indulge this oft tangled mess of thoughts in an organized way. Not too organized though. I avoid saying (or doing) things too often because I feel like they have to be organized before I say or do them. I edit too much...

I also miss people like Ms. Annie Creamcheese and hope to get back in touch!

Please proceed to the next post hear more about that business....Random memory - remember the children's read-along books that told you to turn the page when you hear the chimes?